Here is a great testimony by this person that I copied from this forum. Very inspiring story. Here is the link of the rest of the forum: http://www.city-data.com/forum/christianity/90564-what-how-has-your-life-changed.html
06-01-2007, 11:51 PM
SCBeaches
Senior Member
I haven't posted on this particular forum before, but am glad I found it.
I have quite a testimony:
I was raised in a Christian household and very involved in the church growing up. As a teen and young adult, strayed a bit, but after marriage and the birth of my son, started attending church regularly again. Went through a divorce, but continued taking my son to church where he was in choir, was a crucifer and acolyte, belonged to youth group, etc. and I taught Sunday School.
Five years ago, my whole life was shattered however, when my son (my only child) was killed while away at college (straight A student with a very bright future). I went through a "dark" period alternating between denial, anger, then extreme, overwhelming sadness and depression. I was mad at God for letting this happen to my precious child.
Then I started praying and reading my Bible, talked to my pastor, attended grief counselling group sessions, and I started seeing the light and coming out of that suffocating darkness.
I now have Christ in my life even stronger than before, he is my Saviour and my Life...He is leading me into greener pastures. Because of my renewed faith...my rebirth, I:
1) pray more often - many times each day - for everything, especially to give thanks for my many blessings, including 19 wonderful years with my son
2) can't do enough to help people, in a quiet unannounced way - not for recognition, but to truly help out when I can.
3) counsel young people who are in trouble through a volunteer program set up by our local solicitor's office
4) have become a trained grief counselor through our police chaplaincy
5) treat each child in my classroom as if they were my own...have much more patience now
6) do not want to be around people who curse/swear and do not want to hear it on the radio or TV (it never used to bother me)
7)will not watch movies or programs with sexual or violent content...it just seems so dirty and disgusting
8) don't sweat the small stuff
9) don't get angry (well not often anyway...)
10) am bothered that some of my loved ones don't know the Lord like I do....I want to see them all in Heaven where we can spend Eternity together
11) Feel at peace within myself and feel truly blessed for each day
12) Have been able to forgive the ones who killed my son (he was shot and killed during an armed robbery), even though they have not been apprehended by the police yet. If Jesus could forgive, then so can I.
I handed my burdens to the Lord and have been lighter and happier ever since. God is good!